When confronted to choose between God’s will and my own will, there is always a struggle. It is never a walk in the park.
I know by reason that God’s will is perfect and just and yet my reasoning would never give up without a fight. My flesh is weak and it is always longing for the things that will satisfy it. But at the end of the day, when I see myself surrendering to God’s will, I am amazed at his grace and mercy for giving me the strength to choose what is right before His eyes.